Follow your gut feeling
Do you often feel that you would like to pack your things at work and escape running out into the fresh air? A few years ago, I used to feel like that most of the time. I thought: “Here I am stuck with the review of annual reports while the lilacs are at bloom and life passes outside. All summer evenings pass by without my presence, since I must have an early night to get up equally early and go on with my work, the job I get paid for. I must.
Some parts of the job were fun, like when I got to listen to and guide people who told me about their lives and challenges. I thought that part of the job was so vanishingly small. And it was, because that's how I used to look at it. The problem was that I felt like I was constantly living in scarcity.
Then I had not yet discovered that I actually possessed the ability to create the life I wanted myself. I was stuck in sacrifices and had not yet seen the relationship between having fun and being successful. I lived in the delusion that if I only were hardworking, professional, kind and helpful, I would be rewarded… at any unspecified occasion in the future. The money was always gone a few days before monthly salary and there was always more work to do, more people to satisfy, more technology hooked up. And I picked up the pace to keep up. Got up earlier in the morning and made more and more strategies for how the time would be optimized. But the future never came. I continued to feel the lack of light and lilacs each year, all beautiful summer evenings, lack of wonderful nature and happy moments with friends. At the same time, I filled my life with even more duties both at work and at home. I planned and planned, over and over again, and did not understand why others seemed to surf on so easily on their life waves. Where was my reward? I worked so hard and there were such small results.
Then my whole life was suddenly turned upside down and I had to change my way of life. What happened then, I will tell you in another blog.
At first, I did not understand what was wrong. I had done everything so right. Or had I…?
No, I as a matter of fact I could not have done it more wrongly for decades. But, that I did not realize at first. I had rushed around in the daily loops, stuck in an insane, mental paradigm that was based on the fact that I felt that I did not deserve neither joy of life, nor health, nor an income allowing for the tiniest extra. In fact it did not even pay enough for food and rents. I pulled the brakes and managed to vaguely perceive that I had a body that needed support. I had mistreated it so badly that I got ill. I really did not understood what to do with my body. I had considered it mostly as a hinderance. A while later, I realized that the reason I missed the body signals, was that my thoughts were locked in that paradigm of how life works. I had lived by that all my life. When I was tired, I simply did not take in what the body needed. When I started listening to life, incredible things happened that I would have dismissed until then as crazy fantasies. The most crazy thing, was that there was an underlying logic of these events, which made them impossible to dismiss. The details of these first mysterious happenings, I will tell you about in several future blogs.
The important thing about all this was what actually changed - first sporadically and then increasingly frequently. As I slowly began to discover what I needed in life and got serious about it, the clouds of anxiety did not bother me anymore and more often I dreamed away to the life I really wanted to live. And with my dreaming, life was gradually filled with joy and more abundance. I seemed to stumble across wise and kind people, real sources of inspiration. The energy I invested in people around me was suddenly appreciated in a new way. I was told that I had exceptional abilities. I did not believe those who were telling me that, but I felt free and also got time for pleasure. And at the same time, you would probably not believe me, financial resources arrived from the most unexpected sources. I started to wonder what I had done to deserve these miracles. I did not make half as much effort as I had done before. Still, I felt so much happier and at ease. The more I thought about how grateful I was for all this happening to me, the better it got.
What I did not know then was that this is as natural as a stone falling to the ground, when letting it go. Thinking about lack attracts lack. Hard work attracts hard work. But joy also attracts joy. And freedom attracts more freedom. I had changed my paradigm and started attracting new things into my life. You and everyone else have the same ability. You can be just as successful as you would like, in all areas of life. It is true. I am now here to get you there. I started working with the human consciousness and how we can maximize it and create a life in abundance. I started laying the ground for Akashainspiratören. And pretty much all I did and still do was/is to follow my gut feeling.
Are you ready to follow yours?
Then I had not yet discovered that I actually possessed the ability to create the life I wanted myself. I was stuck in sacrifices and had not yet seen the relationship between having fun and being successful. I lived in the delusion that if I only were hardworking, professional, kind and helpful, I would be rewarded… at any unspecified occasion in the future. The money was always gone a few days before monthly salary and there was always more work to do, more people to satisfy, more technology hooked up. And I picked up the pace to keep up. Got up earlier in the morning and made more and more strategies for how the time would be optimized. But the future never came. I continued to feel the lack of light and lilacs each year, all beautiful summer evenings, lack of wonderful nature and happy moments with friends. At the same time, I filled my life with even more duties both at work and at home. I planned and planned, over and over again, and did not understand why others seemed to surf on so easily on their life waves. Where was my reward? I worked so hard and there were such small results.
Then my whole life was suddenly turned upside down and I had to change my way of life. What happened then, I will tell you in another blog.
At first, I did not understand what was wrong. I had done everything so right. Or had I…?
No, I as a matter of fact I could not have done it more wrongly for decades. But, that I did not realize at first. I had rushed around in the daily loops, stuck in an insane, mental paradigm that was based on the fact that I felt that I did not deserve neither joy of life, nor health, nor an income allowing for the tiniest extra. In fact it did not even pay enough for food and rents. I pulled the brakes and managed to vaguely perceive that I had a body that needed support. I had mistreated it so badly that I got ill. I really did not understood what to do with my body. I had considered it mostly as a hinderance. A while later, I realized that the reason I missed the body signals, was that my thoughts were locked in that paradigm of how life works. I had lived by that all my life. When I was tired, I simply did not take in what the body needed. When I started listening to life, incredible things happened that I would have dismissed until then as crazy fantasies. The most crazy thing, was that there was an underlying logic of these events, which made them impossible to dismiss. The details of these first mysterious happenings, I will tell you about in several future blogs.
The important thing about all this was what actually changed - first sporadically and then increasingly frequently. As I slowly began to discover what I needed in life and got serious about it, the clouds of anxiety did not bother me anymore and more often I dreamed away to the life I really wanted to live. And with my dreaming, life was gradually filled with joy and more abundance. I seemed to stumble across wise and kind people, real sources of inspiration. The energy I invested in people around me was suddenly appreciated in a new way. I was told that I had exceptional abilities. I did not believe those who were telling me that, but I felt free and also got time for pleasure. And at the same time, you would probably not believe me, financial resources arrived from the most unexpected sources. I started to wonder what I had done to deserve these miracles. I did not make half as much effort as I had done before. Still, I felt so much happier and at ease. The more I thought about how grateful I was for all this happening to me, the better it got.
What I did not know then was that this is as natural as a stone falling to the ground, when letting it go. Thinking about lack attracts lack. Hard work attracts hard work. But joy also attracts joy. And freedom attracts more freedom. I had changed my paradigm and started attracting new things into my life. You and everyone else have the same ability. You can be just as successful as you would like, in all areas of life. It is true. I am now here to get you there. I started working with the human consciousness and how we can maximize it and create a life in abundance. I started laying the ground for Akashainspiratören. And pretty much all I did and still do was/is to follow my gut feeling.
Are you ready to follow yours?
